grumpydad (grumpydad) wrote,

So it's about that time for another real post...

So life has been hell. I've been trying to get ahold of legal aid for days now, and nothing seems to work. I have come to the conclusion that there is just nothing out there that is going to make me happy anymore. There is no one out there for me. There is no happy home. It's been about 8 months now. I wake up at 3am reaching out for something thats not there. I look around and then I spend hours staring at my screen. This time of day there is nothing that I can do. There is no one around to talk to, there is nothing that can be acomplised to further any goal. Sometimes Adult Swim has something good on, other than that Infomercials are the only thing on TV. I just can't accept how horrable life really is. My mother likes to say that no matter if no one is here, that I'm not alone. Well, being here, and not having anyone to be there when I reach out, not being able to feel the touch of someone special...

I'm here for my son. He needs me, it's obvious I'm sure. It's the only reason I have to keep going. The rest I have accepted as life, and now I just have to get acustomed to it I suppose. I hope everyone had a good night and slept well.
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